It’s been almost a year since we spoke and you know me. Just cant keep away. I took some time away from you because I needed peace. I found it. Sometimes I wonder how can you keep away. But that’s not really important. What is important is I know you’re are happy and that’s what i truly wanted for the both of us. Even if it’s not together. Like I said a million times I’m sorry for being a not so great girlfriend, sorry for the games and manipulative ways. God, I have thought about writing you a few times but I didn’t want to be a weak ass bitch 😂 but here I am, strong as ever. I am still angry about how you treated but sadly i understand most of it. I forgive you! I hope you can forgive me. I pray that you are staying out of trouble, I pray you are still doing music. You are really good!! Please don’t give up. I’m alive and doing well. I’m kicking lupus ass and still at howard. If you were wondering. I think I’m writing this because I think of you often and thought why not reach out. Over these last years I can say I have truly grown up and see life in a whole new perspective ( therapy has helped alot) I guess I just want to release the pain but I’m afraid I’m not saying the right words. I miss us in 2011 but I know those old versions of us are long gone. The best thing youve done for me was to ignore me because now I know how to truly love myself. I really hope you’re happy and well. Seriously. I feel evil for even writting you but I swear I mean no harm. I’m not looking for anything in return. Hope this finds you.