They say, the hardest words are the first hello, and the last goodbye. I’m not even sure who it is walking away this time. I just know it’s eternal. I don’t know what to say to you, or how I let us get back to this point. I’ve had a lifetime of pain, and can take no more. I’ll move knowing I tried my best this time, as I promised myself I would. There is no anger this time. Just sadness and pity that two people who loved so hard can never make it work. “Ever has it been”