Moja,
I wIsh we could go back to orientation at the VA Oct 3rd, I’ll never forget ur entrance ito the room, time stood still for me and I didn’t know why I hadn’t even saw ur face yet just felt ur presence and saw ur platinum blonde hair and u squeezed my soul….I looked for you the nexterm couple days until I found u and immediately my breath was suckered out of me for an instant, and I approached with confidence but caution, u reciprocated and I feel ino you that instant I I swear I loved u from that moment and I still do but I think thathe I was the missing prieces in ur marriage, I gave u that best friend, that sweet person, sex that was on fire, honesty, no judging aND u took advantage of that threw ur Yr and a half divorce, u capitalized of my love and affection and ur husbands financial, I still loved u and would stay even when I thought I should go, I loved u more than I have ever love anyone in my life, I was still broken though and u knew how ducked up I was fromy my previous marriage and my entire life and u slowly drained me of my affection and love for u, u never cared enough to go to therapy u sent me alone u put me last threw ur divorce aN still did until I left, u were done with me as soon as ur divorce was final yes I walked out finally cause I’m treated good when u have ur kids and when it’s ur week without them up start fights so u can do ur thing, I knowill things about u I’ll never tell u I know u need answers to ur blocked memories as a child they are the reason u can have casual encounters sex with strangers be used and OK with it but I feel sorry for u and I fell out of love with the person who can’t love herself I’m sad for u I’m not hurt by what u do because it is a coping mechanism and now ur addcited to it I love u still I I always wiLloyd but I have to unwind myself from u …MOTHER IS THE NAME given by god ON THE LIPS AND HEARTS OF ALL CHILDREN…ESPECIALLY URS….I hope u can love urself enough to be happy with 1 love….we will meet again our destiny brings us back several times because we are soul mates that are to blind to see how strong our love really is