There was a spark in my soul that I’ll never forget. You lit a fire in me, then over time did everything to try and put it out, but what you didn’t realize is that you made my flame burn deeper and hotter. Our relationship was fking hell, but if there ever was a chance to do it again I would. I miss you lizardo, I want you back in my life so bad but I know that will never happen again, and I just have to be okay with that I guess. I don’t know. I don’t know how to feel about it anymore, it’s been over a year ago since we broke up, and getting close to a year since I last saw you. I wish I could have another chance, but there’s just too much bad that happened in our past relationship to ever happen again. I love you Sam, I miss you, and I hope someday we will be able to try again.