This is not a happy love story, this is a dark story who took advantage of a free spirit. Nothing physically but mentally you took a toll on me. Your bad energy was so tainted by your dirty feet every where we went you ran not because you were cautious, but because you were running so far away from all your problems you didn’t want to be near them. That why we never stayed in town. Remember that one time we went to SD and you forgot your tooth brush and you wanted to use my deodorant, that’s when I should have known you were filthy no one forgets those things. I trusted you with my thoughts and you manipulated me into thinking I wasn’t growing when in reality you weren’t. You lived a double life and didn’t care about the way I felt. You didn’t pray for me or my family you preyed on me and my family. Trash is the only way to describe you. You’re heart was something I thought of often. You’re poor broken heart, will always be broken no doctor will be able to fix you. No trial will be able to dismiss you of all your bad doings. I know why god gave you that scar on your chest.. so that when you wake up every morning and look into that broken mirror you’ve been seeing yourself in all your life. That it reminds you that love will never find you because you do not care for love you care for power and power is powerless over love. And god will find you when the time is right. And god will show you why you do not taint someone’s light in life. I pray that god forgives you because I have forgiven you. I forgive you wasting my time. I forgive you for the trash that you truly are.