Hey, remember me? You were in love with me. Well, at least I thought you were. I miss you. More than you could imagine. I know you broke up with me because you didn’t want to hurt me, but you weren’t hurting me. You only hurt me when you left. I still want you back, but clearly you have more important things to focus on now. The night before we broke up, everything was perfect. I can’t explain it. You always talked about having a future with me. I know you loved me. I’m not ready to let you go but I might have to, that’s the only way I can get over you. The thing is that, I don’t want to get over you though. We’ve known each other for about a year, and that has been the best year of my life, but also the worst. We dated on and off, we broke up and got back together, but I never stopped loving you. No one understands the way you made me feel. I would do anything to tell you I love you one more time. People always say “Part of love is letting go.” I don’t want to let go. I know you will never see this letter, but part of me hopes you do. I guess this was gods way of telling us we shouldn’t be together. I’m leaving now… but I will always be waiting for you. I love you unconditionally. Do you still love me? My friends and family are telling me to get over you and that you’re not good enough for me. What they don’t know is that you were the person who was there when I was lost in the dark. We may have been just kids in love, but what we had was real. I love you Camden. More than anything. I miss everything about you, the late night calls, the little things you said, how you called me beautiful, how you thought when I was annoyed with you that you thought it was cute. Everything. Please, don’t leave me in the dark. I know you just didn’t want to hurt me, but you hurt me more than anyone has ever hurt me before. I still see you every day. It just makes me miss you even more. My parents are forcing me to see a counselor, I’m under 18 so I have no choice but to go. I would anything just to hear your voice one more time. You’ve been ignoring me. There are a million things I want to tell you, but I know that it wont make a difference. I’ve always been the shy girl. We never held hands or kissed, but I made a promise we would on your birthday. January 29th. Guess that cant happen now. I miss you. I love you so much, goodbye.