Dear Jack I didn’t want to write this but I did because right now all I can think about is how I left you. I’m sorry ok this isn’t an apology to date this is an apology to move myself on. I know life is difficult but I want you to know I wish I was there every step of the way.

I cared about you so much and if I didn’t I wouldn’t be crying writing this wishing you were here. I miss our friendship forget the relationship I miss you as my best friend. no words will change how you feel because that’s the type of person you are, but I hope this message changes how you view me. I understand pain and I’m so sorry I left you at such a hard time and I know you moved on but I haven’t and I cry about how I miss being your number one supporter. Through it I have grown and now is the chance, it’s all up to you now.