Hurting

Dear Dunkin, We just broke up and I never thought it would happen.

We’ve always been going through stuff and it’s been rocky, but I thought we would always get through it. You were my everything and you were always there for me. I put you in a bad spot and I feel horrible. I treated you like shit and never realized it, you deserve someone that will treat you right.

I always thought we were meant to be, but I guess I was wrong. I was in the process of changing to be a better person for myself and the relationship. I didn’t get enough time and I wish I had the chance to show you I could get better. I put my everything towards the relationship and I smothered you without realizing it. Once I did realize it, it was too late.

I stayed up all night talking to my best friend about you, and how I didn’t want to lose you. I feel like I can’t be myself without you, you were a big part of my life. There was so much drama and we both really messed up, but in the end we forgave each other. I though after that point we could get through anything, but clearly I was wrong. I was wrong about a lot of things and now it’s too late to change anything. You’ve made your decision clear.

There were so many broken promises and it all ended up with me having a broken heart. I should have been there for you more. I caused so many unnecessary fights because I was paranoid and immature. I was so scared to lose you and in the end it didn’t matter anyways. I’ll wait for you as long as it takes because that’s how sure I am you’re the one for me. Thank you for putting up with my bs and making me so happy, even if it meant you had to suffer.

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