Hey. I don’t even feel you’re worthy of a mention. 
When you told me that you’re ending things because you needed time by yourself and away from love, I thought that was fair. I even admired your courage to tell me. You said you still had feelings for me and that you didn’t wanna break up with me. I was prepared to wait for you, and I did. I did for a month.

When your friend told me that you have had another girlfriend two weeks after we broke up, I couldn’t feel anything. You lied to me about why you broke up with me, and left me broken and waiting, which is the most heartless thing somebody could do. I almost still have a hard time believing it still. I was your number one supporter, I helped you through things you’ve never told anybody before. Hearing that you’re lying to me about your friends now about how I’m manipulative, controlling and a loser is unbelievable. Literally. I can’t believe it. I thought I knew you, we were once a fairytale. What happened?

You’re the one at fault. You fucked up this. You have to live with this, not me. Our memories still pain me. I still have underlying love and care for you. How crazy is that? Foreign to you at least, you never asked if i was okay. You dumped me over text and stopped talking to me altogether. You never cared about me. You know what’s crazy? I defended you to every person who called you shitty for dumping me over text. I DEFENDED you. While I was doing that, you were happily with somebody else. You make me sick. I can’t even wrap my mind around it.

We were never made for each other. We never had a future. Why lie to me, and reassure me THREE DAYS before you broke up with me that we had a future together and that you loved me more than anybody else. You’re childish. Oh my god, you’re so childish.

There’s nothing to learn from this. You don’t have a say in how I feel anymore. I genuinely hope we never meet again.
K