I’ll keep it short and sweet. I’ll never love anyone like i’ve loved you, fuck i started crying when i wrote that. I’m so scared of feeling emotion i don’t know if it’s because of my dad or my past relationship but something made me incapable of showing how scarily obsessed I was and still am with you. I never stop thinking about you, never have i met someone as kind and insanely selfless as you.

You know everything about me you would have done everything for me and the truth is I don’t think i deserve it I don’t love myself and i can’t understand how anyone could love me this way. I’m an awful person I’m selfish and even though i want to show you how much I love you i can’t. You are too good for me in every way and you don’t even know it. I loved you so much it scared me I kissed someone else just praying that i would feel something for them to make this love less scary but it didn’t it made me feel sick and you don’t even know it happened to this day, I’m evil. 

I wish you knew how sad and anxious I am, but I can’t let anyone see how weak I am, I wish i had properly spoken to you about my addiction and my problems with my dad but i couldn’t let you see me weak.
I won’t go on because it was supposed to be short but i wish you knew the only reason i’m doing this is for your happiness you deserve the world you deserve the most amazing future success and not a moment of sadness and all i seem to bring you is sadness. 

You’re my soul mate but I’m not good for you and i love you enough to let you go and find true happiness. 
i’ll  always love you and i’ll always be your little locket maybe we will find each other again and do all the things we planned together 
I miss you so much already
Goodbye My love