I still remember when we first started talking on the phone , I was 15 you were 19. Since that day I never stopped using my phone bc of you
We talked morning till night, different timezones we had. Just so you know I’m f*ckin crying while typing this … I missed you so much … and it hurts like hell. For almost 5years  that we been together I finally given up not bc you cheated or did something wrong but because of how bad you’ve treat me , call me names, how low you think of me  and I feel pity about myself . Every time you say something rude, and because I love you this much I still stayed for fuckn 5yrs Chance…
It’s been months and months passed by I’m still into you. I felt like I’ve give you a loaded gun, pointed to my heart and trusting you not to pull the trigger! but I wouldn’t say I ever really forgot my worth. I guess I just believed a bit too much in yours.