Dear you,
Hey honey! I am writing this letter because I feel like there is a huge mountains in my heart and trust me it hurts, it hurts to struggle without you by my side hyping me up and telling my everything is gonna be okay. I know how happy you are with your new girl and new page and believe me I am so happy for you and I wish you all the best but deep inside I still wanna be her, I want to hold your hand and feel the warmth of your skin! You made me feel alive even though I was dead for years and years, you came into my life as a best friend at first but then you felt like the meaning of the “light of my life”. God brought you to my life to prove that happiness is real and possible, ugh to show you how happy I was when you were my man and my guide, whenever you text me I feel like I am safe and filled with love, you were magical you treated me like a queen and I will not deny it! 
But life had another plan for us and I wish it did not, for the first time in my life I wanted to belong to someone forever, I wanted to be yours forever cause being yours means being safe and I really needed that, I miss the way you spell my name, the way you treat me like I was a baby, the way you believed in me, the way you held my hand with your both warm hands, the way you carried me on your shoulders, the way you made me love myself and the way you made me the happiest girl alive.
I still cry when you cross my mind I just wish that I can see you and hold you for the last time, baby I am so proud of you and you are the most perfect man ever i want you to keep this in your mind, please do not forget about me please! I am as you said ” A one wild woman will never across by you again”.
I love you and I will always do no matter what, you are my role model and my super hero, please stay safe baby.