I understand why you did what you did and i am sorry. i hope that you can forgive me for not being the person you needed me to be. 
but at the same time, i hope you look at her with the brightest light in your eyes. i hope she brings you every ounce of happiness you ever wished for. i hope she builds you up into the best person you can be, and then i hope she leaves you. i hope she laughs at you as your pour your heart out to her. i hope she treats you as the villain. and lastly, i hope you realize that the person who was willing to do the most for you, you lost a long time ago. 
i hope she makes you feel the same way i did the day you left me.