I’m learning

I’m learning

I’m learning

Dear Ashley, 
It’s been 2 weeks since we last saw each other. I remember that night so clearly. I went to your place and begged you to talk to me. You pushed me away and told me how your new girlfriend was better than me. I was crushed. You called my friend to pick me up because I was out of my head. Later, the police called. That was wow. But today, I’m writing this letter to say. Thank you. Thank you for this experience. As hurtful as it was, I finally realised that the love I was looking for couldnt be found in you.. Only I can give it to myself. 
The more I love you, the more anxious I became. And I’m sorry for that. I’m sorry you became the victim of my insecurities.  I’m sorry I couldn’t be happy and I’m sorry for not appreciating the love you gave me. 
I wish things turned out differently.  But for now, I’d  just love you from afar.
You’ll always be my crazy cat lady. Meow.



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