I’m sure I have done everything I could to make you understand how I feel but we can’t just force things.. the connection we have/had neither of us understood but seems like we both were too broken to see it. At first we were too immature and time went by but we never stopped missing each other (or at least me). The difference was that you lived your life found new loves but what you did really destroyed me so I decided not to open up with anyone else. And finally when I got the strength to leave everything behind me with a heart made of ashes you came back with promises and changes that lasted less that a week. You don’t even know how it feels like.. when you love someone so so much to the point of letting go to be able to live again and then you come to destroy it again WOW. But thank you for opening my eyes because I now discovered my worth and even though I love you form the bottom of my heart I’m letting you go se we can both be happy and learn how to love ourselves. If we were really meant for each other maybe we’ll meet again.. or not! I’m going to love you and miss you forever babe (never got to call you like that).