Bubs,
I wish i could tell you so much more everyday, but that’s not how a heartbreak works, it’s best for me and yourself to not speak anymore. I truly appreciate everything you did for me, all the love you showed me, all the tears you wiped off, etc. I wish you were here to wipe my tears off now, to hug me, to tell me everything is going to be okay. Us separating was best for both of us, we weren’t the best version of ourselves for each other. When we fought we were the worst ever and i know that’s normal while loving someone/ dating someone, but our “worst ever” wasn’t a normal thing. I wish i left earlier, i wish i had self respect to just stop loving you, i wish i never met you at times, but i’m glad that i did, i’m glad you taught me lessons and continue to teach me them even though we aren’t together anymore. I deserve better and I will find better. The love i showed you was the love i wanted to receive as well, I always went above and beyond for you, forgave you for things I shouldn’t have, etc. You will forever hold a place in my heart, i loved you through the good and bad. I’m so glad you showed me that you didn’t really care about me and that you showed me your true colors post break up, i will never let another soul treat me the way you did. i wish you the best, 
Love S.