I don’t know how to feel towards you I’m not sure if I want to be mad or upset or relieved your gone. I spent a lil over two years being in love with you we have always came to each other but I can’t help that feel that you won’t be back this time and it hurts cause I’m used to having you there. I’m attached to you and I don’t understand how it’s so easy for you to just leave without even trying to be my friend even though we could never be just friends. I’m mad at you for hurting me but I’m upset your not here because I love you. Clearly I can’t change how you feel but the hope inside me for us still stays there even though I feel it’s over.