Never thought I’m gonna lose you, but I guess you’re happier now. I hurt you sm, I wish I could back to the past and be more mature, I wish I could not go to that senior high dorm school. I still remember the night when I was annoying you and too busy with my family and school homework, and forgot about you. You needed my attention too, you were my boyfriend. Sorry I never thought about how it felt being a boyfriend who didn’t get to chat with his gf for months. It must’ve been so hard it must’ve been so painful, I wish i could notice those things.

But it’s too late. 
Meeting with you was the best time ever in my life
I was so lucky to have a boyfriend who treats me like a princess, with kindness, loyalty, and patience.
It hurts cuz I still see your face, I still hear your voice, I still see ur smile but ur chapter is over. You’re more than my first love, you are my best friend too, we talked about everything sad or happy we always told the stories, it was so fun. I miss you . I always hope you are okay, healthy and are happier than before, I really miss you 

and
when I said “you are selfish” to you I better wash my mouth out with soap

see you, 
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