Never thought I’m gonna lose you, but I guess you’re happier now. I hurt you sm, I wish I could back to the past and be more mature, I wish I could not go to that senior high dorm school. I still remember the night when I was annoying you and too busy with my family and school homework, and forgot about you. You needed my attention too, you were my boyfriend. Sorry I never thought about how it felt being a boyfriend who didn’t get to chat with his gf for months. It must’ve been so hard it must’ve been so painful, I wish i could notice those things.

But it’s too late. 
Meeting with you was the best time ever in my life
I was so lucky to have a boyfriend who treats me like a princess, with kindness, loyalty, and patience.
It hurts cuz I still see your face, I still hear your voice, I still see ur smile but ur chapter is over. You’re more than my first love, you are my best friend too, we talked about everything 😂 sad or happy we always told the stories, it was so fun. I miss you . I always hope you are okay, healthy and are happier than before, I really miss you 

and
when I said “you are selfish” to you I better wash my mouth out with soap 🙂

see you, 
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