I hate you… I hate you for making me love you again just for you to shatter my heart into a million pieces.
I hate that I allowed myself to trust you again.
I hate how you can just up and leave me after you tell me you love me, because if you loved me, you wouldn’t have done what you did.
I hate that I’ll never in your arms again. A place where I once felt safe reminds me now of nothing but pain.
I hate how stupid you made me feel for loving you.
I hate so much now because of you.
Because of you, I will never be the same. 
Because of you, my walls are up and my heart is extremely guarded.
How am I supposed to love again when I’m not even sure its possible to love anymore. Was it all a LIE? Is love a LIE?
I think you had it planned out. You knew what you were going to do before you did it.
I don’t know how to forgive you or if I ever will.
I’ve removed everything that reminds me of you. All the photos, gifts, clothes, jewelry, it’s nothing to me anymore but a reminder of what was and what will never be. 
I don’t ever want to see you again.
I don’t ever want to talk to you again.
I want nothing to do with you anymore.
but God, I HATE more than anything that I’m still so in love with you…but one day I’m going to find someone who loves not only ME but MY SON!
Some day someone is going to step up and be the MAN who loves and protects us the way you should have.
I hate so so much that you couldn’t do that for us.
I hope you really truly understand what you lost because you will never get it back, not with me anyways.
I hope you heal and grow from this experience and I hope you’re able to step up one day for someone else, but for now this is the end of me, the end of us because I will never allow myself to ever trust you again…Goodbye…