I feel like you ruined the joy i have for a relationship. It’s almost impossible to trust anyone because I need to feel like you were actually sorry for the pain you caused me. Idgaf about how crazy it sounds but you really ruined my perspective. I truly hate you. Everytime I’m forced to grow – i see your face and i have to battle you. It gets old – your an enemy i keep running into. 

The lies – the gaslighting – the half truths … 2+2 always equals 4 unless your involved. Numbers multiple and the only thing that subtracts is my feelings is the thought of you.