We could’ve had it all

We could’ve had it all

We could’ve had it all

I really wish you never said the words goodbye. You were one of the best things that happened to me last year, but you just had to leave. You said you wanted to get better if we were to continue. I’d you get better? Did you see a therapists like you said you wanted to? Or was it all a big lie in order to get rid of me? It seems like that’s what your goal was, since you un added me and pretended I didn’t exist. When I try to reconnect, you decline.

You never wanted to “get better” or “come back” to what we had. You just needed an excuse to get rid of me. And it worked. You left my heart shattered, leaving the littlest bit of hope left by saying you’d make a return. You didn’t. You’re gone. For good. And I’m stuck here, thinking about you still after 6 months. And all the dates are coming up that remind me of you. Your birthday, the day we first met, the day we first started talking, etc.

I sincerely hope you are doing well if you actually were being honest, but I don’t believe you. What doesn’t help is that you said an ex of yours tried to reconnect about a month before you started to get really dry at texting. I don’t know how it was so easy for you to move on. For you to (possibly) find someone else. I hope you’re happy, I really do. But I’m not. I hope you have a crappy birthday D.


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