I know you’ll never see this. But know not a day goes by where I don’t miss you with everything inside of me There’s so much I want to tell you. I can’t even listen to our song anymore, I wonder if you’re as effected as I am by it.. I listen to in the middle by bad wolves when I miss you, it’s my favorite song right now. I wonder if you think of me when you hear it too. I feel sick to my stomach when I think of you. I can’t believe I’m actually going on without you. It hurts. You were my first and only love, the first one to teach me what love felt like and make me feel things i can’t ever feel again I didn’t deserve how wrong you did me. But it’s okay It’s taking everything inside of me not to actually text you or snap you again but I know it’s not my job to fix something I didn’t break. I tried way too hard for you. I miss you, but I guess this is goodbye Evan.