Yeah, it hurts. But it’s ok, i’m used to it. Imagine how “normal” my life could have been if I never met you. I think of you, I just can’t talk to you right now. I miss you, I just can’t admit it right now. I need you, I just can’t show you right now. I love you, I just can’t tell you right now. I do miss you. Every time I go to sleep I miss you. Every time I see you with her it brings tears to my eyes. You know why? Love is a pure feeling. I can’t forget you that easily. I won’t ever forget you.

But now you’re gone. You’re gone with her. Every sing snap story I see of yours, it’s of you and her. I remember when that used to be me. But no, now it’s her. Every time I try to talk to you, I remind myself that if you wanted to talk to me, you would. Sometimes I wish I could read your mind so I can know just how you feel about me. But then again no such thing exists. I want to say “I miss you” but if I did that, it’s not like anything would change. You would still be with her. 
I may have lost you, but you didn’t lose me.  I guess that sometimes certain people are meant to fall in love, but not to be together.