I wished you knew that i loved you so much more than i loved myself.. i’ve hurt many people because i didn’t love them as much as i loved you. it’s not your fault but i’ve never stopped loving you. i watch your new life on online, you were with her aka my friend and i was with him i mean i was hurt when i saw you with her and giving her the love and everything i wanted. i was mad at myself for not letting go and moving on from you and being incapable of loving myself because i lost a part of me when you left. then we all met up on 4/13/22 to smoke w33d and when i saw you with her i felt so hurt..i started crying and than you texted me if i was crying for you, yes i was crying for you..i’m sorry if i never came there i wouldn’t have ruined ya relationship.. you broke up with her for me…i honestly love you so much Joel.. you mean everything to me i’ve never felt this kind of feelings before..i hate showing my weakness to my friends.. but ever since you left i haven’t been myself.. hoping for you to come back and forgive each others and rewrite our love story and restart everything.
-Nisha