Do you remember when we were in the car together after a night out and I was worried about you walking home alone? You were being stubborn and insisting on walking home after I was dropped off. You kept calling me crazy to the driver but he kept telling you how much I loved you. I bet you’re calling me crazy to a lot of people now. 

I don’t think I will ever regret anything more than how I acted after we broke up. The constant texting and calling. When I ran into you the other day, I went crazy. I shouldn’t have gotten that drunk. It’s easy to excuse it on the alcohol but, I just shouldn’t have acted the way I did. I’m sorry.

I don’t think I was a bad girlfriend though. I loved you unconditionally. I dropped everything to make you happy. I was so in love with you. You were too, I think. I’m scared you won’t remember any of that. How in love we were. I don’t want you to forget all our positive memories. 

I slowly lose myself. My mental health definitely declined at the end of our relationship. Not because of you. I think I had a lot of issues I never addressed. I still haven’t fully addressed them, clearly. 

I think I ruined any chance of us getting back together. You’ll find someone better one day. I don’t know if they will love you as unconditionally as I do, though. But, I think everything I’ve done will make you forget about your love for me. I’m sorry.