June 5th, 2022. 3:35 am
A,

God, i wish you gave me closure.

Why did we stop talking? i know i messed up, but when did it get too much? what was the breaking point? why couldn’t you just talk to me? did you think it was too late for me to change?

I wish i was different. i really did love you, but i just couldn’t love like how you wanted me to. i wish i wasn’t so broken. maybe we would’ve worked then.

I just really miss you. i wish we could talk just one last time. just to get answers. but i don’t think it’d be a good idea. i wish it was though. i really do…

I’m sorry </3

N