Kass 

I wanted to sit down and write you a letter. I want to tell you how good of a mother you are to our kids. I know sometimes they don’t make it easy. I still remember the day you told me you were pregnant with K. I was so in shock I didn’t show my true feelings. You gave me one of the best things in the world and that’s being a dad. Then when we had E I couldn’t be more happy. But before all that we started to have our issues and for that I am sorry I didn’t pick up on it sooner.

I would give up almost anything to go back in time to change that part. I am truly sorry for not being the man that I told you I was going to be. You still hold a special place in my heart and you will always have that spot. With my new job I have so much time to set and think about things and how things could have been differently.

I know we are on different paths of our lives right now but I believe I owe you so much gratitude for everything you did for me and our family. I really miss your laugh when the girls did something funny or the way look when you hear about something sweet. As I am sitting here writing this letter after you sent me a pic of the girls eating bacon and you reminded me that I said – I hope they like bacon lol. Now they cant get enough lol 
I wish you nothing but the best 

H