I have finally moved on. I don’t know about you since I blocked you 6 months ago. What you did to me even though I took it at the moment really briefly, It broke my heart. I would have never done or even thought of doing that you and I know we were not doing good overall and we both were tired of the situation and I wish you would have broken it instead of hurting me like that cause I didn’t deserve that.

I tried many times not to blame myself for your dumb and childish decisions but still found an excuse for everything you had done to me. I didn’t have any feeling to wish you well or something good cause I feel that you need to learn the hard way whatsoever, I think being the one that got away is enough I don’t think you ever going to feel what I felt.

I took the decision to write this cause I have been lately thinking about not ever wanting to hear about you. Somehow, I feel that I had a lot of things unsay and that maybe you wanted to know what was crossing my mind. You did hurt me so badly, I cried a lot and felt like I could never trust no one or feel in love again. It lasted 2 weeks that feeling. Now I feel so much better and empowered, I couldn’t care less but I feel it in my soul it’s definitely not the same for you.

I haven’t seen you in a while so I don’t know what you are up to. I feel you see me all the time tho. Kinda wished we could have seen each other this summer but I don’t feel like betraying myself once again for someone like you so this is a farewell letter.