V, was our entire relationship a lie, did you only use me to distract yourself from the live you felt for her. I don’t think so, but my brain wanders to that thought, that even after 2 years you couldn’t stand up for me once or not lie to me once. I just wanted to be happy with you. You ruined me. I don’t think i will ever love again, you did so much wrong to me, but even after everything. You’re the one i need the most.