You are the only one who can put a smile on my face without even trying and I really enjoy being with you.

There’s a girl I met online. Even though we’ve never met in person, she has become an incredibly important person in my life. She has this incredible ability to make me happy and motivate me like no one else can. Whenever we talk, I feel a deep connection with her, and it’s as if all my worries and troubles fade away.

I think about her constantly, and I can’t help but admit that I’ve fallen in love with her. It’s been three years since we first connected, and in that time, my feelings for her have only grown stronger. She’s become an irreplaceable part of my life, and I cherish the moments we spend together, even if it’s just through the screen.

But lately, things have changed. We don’t talk as often as we used to, and it pains me to admit that I miss her immensely. I wonder if she feels the same way. Has she noticed my absence? Does she think about me too? These questions plague my mind, filling it with uncertainty and longing.

To make matters more complicated, I recently found out that she now has a boyfriend. My heart sank when I heard the news. It feels like a double-edged sword, as I want her to be happy, even if it’s with someone else. But at the same time, I can’t deny the pang of jealousy that courses through me.

I’ve never had the courage to tell her how I truly feel. Fear of rejection and the uncertainty of her own feelings have held me back. What if she sees me only as a friend, or worse, what if she doesn’t even think about me in the same way?

Until then, I hold onto the memories we’ve created, the joy she has brought into my life, and the motivation she has instilled in me. She has become my source of inspiration, and for that, I am eternally grateful. Even if things never progress beyond the confines of our digital interactions, I will always treasure the time we spent together, and the impact she has made on my heart.