Dear Sherly,

I just had my last breakdown. Not only because of the haunting memories but because of how scared I became at the thought of falling in love again.. I have no clue why I am still stuck on this 2 years later, but I feel like it’s the right time to let it go. I am so beyond exhausted. Between the sleepless nights and tearful days, I have become weak and sensitive to the love subject. Caused by you and your inability to keep our bond sacred. I really tend to think sometimes, was I not enough for you? Did you really have to go and do what you did? or did you simply not care enough for my feelings?

Did you not think I was going to find out? 𝘞𝘩𝘺 𝘵𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘥𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘱𝘩𝘺 𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵? Maybe you just weren’t in your right mind? But no. You chose to violate our relationship consecutively and a simple “i’m sorry” doesn’t change the choice or the outcome you brung upon yourself. You looked at me in my eyes as I was torn apart by your actions and showed no remorse. For that you are forever alone and have no one to blame but yourself.

You didn’t deserve my shower of love, and how ungrateful you were to the point of cheating not only once but many times is truly sickening. Females like you make me lose faith in love but I know there is a real woman waiting for me somewhere. I must heal for her. Therefore I will not let this swallow me any longer. Now that I have someone positive in my life, I am ready to let you and these horrid memories go for good. You are a hideous human being inside. Nothing but the worst I wish upon you and that child you have birthed into this world.