Stephanie,

Im so sorry for hurting you. these past Weeks have been hell without you by my side. Im so angry at myself for destroying something that was so magically amazing and so unique.. we were so happy together and i miss that. You are such a great person and its sad that i saw the bad side of you from my selfish actions. I just wish I could go back that Sunday morning and say fine let him stay the night. My own insecurity ran you off… Unfortunately I can’t do that. I can’t say who hurt who more nor is it something that should be debatable. I just wanted to say sorry how things ended. I want you more than anything… I didn’t know I was capable of missing someone this much. I hurt all over…

Trevor XX