Felisha,
In retrospect I see how heavily flawed our relationship was from the very start. You, being married and 900 miles away was enough reason for me to run away from the start. We had such a connection though and it was completely consuming. I dropped my life and moved away from my world to pursue the unknown with you. At first, it was exciting and wonderful in every way. When you got divorced, it opened up a new world for us.

Unfortunately that world made me see who you are and it wasn’t something that I could ever strive for. I am a simple man with simple needs. I could not afford your insatiable appetite for everything you needed. You wanted the honeymoon phase forever and that’s not reality. I became sick and you abandoned me so I returned home to rebuild everything I had neglected in the year that I was gone. You moving on so quickly was verification that I made the right decision. You need love constantly and that is a character flaw that I could never perceive.  I hope that you find a way to someday heal that wounded part of yourself and learn to live yourself in a way that can make you a whole person.

I will always look back on the grand adventure we had when things were wonderful with a smile. Thank you for showing me that while I may not have been good enough for you, it gave me the power to take back my own self and go back to what really matters to me. My home. My children. My family. My friends.

Do well by your 2 precious daughters but keeping them safe from your narcissistic ex and give love to those precious little fur babies. I will never speak to you again because there is no reason to conjure up any wounds. What we had was then. Now it is gone. Good luck Felisha.