Hey Mason, I know you won’t read this nor see this but I just wanted to say what you did was wrong. I loved you hard and every day I’d figure out how to love even harder thinking I wouldn’t lose you one day, but I did. 

I’ve tried to smile after the relationship like it was nothing but it’s hard not to think about what you did to me leaving me on my own, leaving me by myself. You made me rethink love, life and I felt like I wasn’t good enough for you. I mean you were older but I thought you’d be mature but I guess not. 

You said if I texted you again you’d block me or unfriend me so I had to stop texting you cause I didn’t wanna lose you and I’m sorry I couldn’t be there for you at your lowest or I’m sorry I didn’t give you what you needed but that’s ok now. 

I understand how you felt when you led me on, I always knew I wasn’t the only girl you were talking to but that’s ok, it’s happened before so I don’t really care. I still love you even though I shouldn’t, but that’s what happens when you love someone hard, I hope you don’t see this cuz I’ll be embarrassed cuz I couldn’t text you this myself. …aight bye