Tonight might be the night my love, you’re sleeping, you told me you’re feeling good, I told you that if u can’t sleep you should text me cos I’m awake. It’s 2AM writing this and I’m contemplating whether or not to hang myself. I broke your trust over and over again. And I shouldn’t have cos you’re such a good person. I really love you and I wish we could keep being together. Crying as I’m writing this, maybe it’s a suicide letter, who knows. I just wish you would give me one more chance but I know you won’t. You gave me too many and yet I never reached your expectations. I love you a lot. But the thought of you forgetting about me is traumatizing. And I know you will one day. You said you’ll tell your kids about me one day but both of us know it ain’t true. From the bottom of my shattered heart I am writing this and I want to tell you that I hope you have a amazing life from now on and forever. I’ll always and forever love you.

I hope you get to read this A, I really do, I love and loved you more than anything. Please take me back..