Dear you,
this is typical. you chased me for three years and then left me for another girl. I knew you would leave me for that girl eventually. I guess everyone was right. You lied so much. Maybe you cheated, maybe you didn’t. I can’t believe you broke down my walls. Friends for over five years and it was so easy for you to break me. I don’t know how you can date someone for almost two years and dump them in the middle of the night over text. Then continued to tell me i’m the “only girl”” for you. but now It’s so easy for you to kiss her in front of me every day. you told me not to worry about her, but my worst fears came true. I said all i’ve needed to say though and I can’t believe we don’t talk even as friends now because five years seems like forever. No one knows me the way you do and it will take a long time before anyone ever does. It’s fine though. I’m better than ever and I have so many great, supportive friends. My senior year is an absolute blast. Sometimes i think about the good times, what we lost, and it hurts, but then i remember all the great things i’ve done since we’ve broken up. I’m a happy person this year, I’ve traveled on my own, I got accepted into the college I love, I’ve discovered myself. Gosh, there are so many things i have realized about myself. I am such a compassionate, caring, successful person. I would do anything for the important people in my life and I’m sorry, but you do not deserve that. If you can destroy someone who has been there for you every single stage of your life for five years then you don’t deserve someone who would move mountains for you. If we never dated, maybe we would still be friends, but then i may not be the person i am today. That’s worth what I’ve been through with you. What you did hurt most because you were my “best friend”. I thought I needed you. But then I realized, I’m better on my own. I like it this way. I feel terrible saying this, because I honestly wish i could mean it when I say, i hope she makes you happy, but truthfully, i don’t wish that at all. i don’t know if we will ever talk again, but i hope one day you find happiness within yourself instead of scavenging to find it within other people. that is something you DO deserve. I will probably always love you and I will always care about you, but you are toxic.