You were my first boyfriend, first kiss, first lover, first everything. Do you have any idea how hard it is to lose something like that? I bet you don’t. I feel like I lost a part of myself when you broke up with me, when you made it clear to me that you wanted to be by yourself. I guess I was too dependent on you, I let myself fall so strongly for you that I didn’t have the proper time to prepare myself for when it ended. But I’ve learned my lesson already, and I will never give my whole heart to another guy ever again.