I’ve been feeling all kinds of emotions. I didn’t know the last time I’d see you was on Christmas. You kept saying you were busy and you wouldn’t tell me why. Then you told me you were sick. The weeks went by and I knew I had to distance myself. I hovered over the unfriend button before my mom asked me if I was really going to unfriend my boyfriend from Facebook and I told her you weren’t my boyfriend anymore. Days later I saw you were out shooting with a friend on YouTube. I did everything I thought I could do. I had offered to live with you and help you. I was so honest with you. I don’t know why you had to lie to me. You always told me to relax when I had problems but your nowhere to be found now. How can you just be gone for two months and not even write me for a month? This morning mom said that maybe you need some space and maybe you will come back. It’s the same thing she told me two weeks after your disappearance. I do think about someone else but I don’t feel like I’ll ever be able to date again.