Happy Birthday! I knew I needed to write you something on your birthday, but I wasn’t sure what. I am at a loss right now and still have no idea what W wrote to you. Whatever she said, it clearly indicated that I had said and/or done some really hurtful things to you. I wish you had been able to talk through this with me. In my heart, I can honestly say that I have cared about and loved you in a way that I have never cared about or loved anyone else. To me, our connection was magical and unique. You became my best friend and the rest of the world didn’t matter when I was hanging out with you. W was jealous and her intentions were malicious, but you took her words at face value. It was hard going instantaneously from being in this amazing, intense relationship to ceasing contact. I have tried everything I can think of to re-establish contact and get you to talk through what I have done that has caused you pain. I now accept that you will never speak to me again. I hate knowing that you hate me and feel mistreated by me, when I have honestly always tried to be great for you and have never thought ill of you. I wanted to walk away and say goodbye with the right message to you. I really do wish you the best and am sorry to not be part of your life going forward. I know you will go on to do great things.
This will leave a lasting scar