We lost the fight.

We lost the fight.

We lost the fight.

In 4 days it would have marked our 2nd anniversary of being together. I loved you with everything inside of me. Through all the ups and downs, through all the bumps in the road we made it up until two nights ago. I know that I can be a little mean sometimes, and I know I’m the one who messed things up. You honestly didn’t know how much I loved you. With every single heart beat you took, with every breathe you took, with every movement you took, with every word you said, I still loved you unconditionally with no exceptions.

All I ever wanted from you was for you to love me the same way I loved you. You fed me lies, you hide things from me. And even through all of that I still loved you and forgave you for all that you have done. My heart will not be the same, because you are the one who broke it critically. I think about you day in and day out. Wondering what you’re doing, wondering if you’re happy. And even though I shouldn’t still love you I do. I wanted to marry you, I wanted to start a family with you. I wanted to be the one that you woke up too and fell asleep too. You have caused me pain, and alot of it. Between all the cuts, all the bruises, i still love you. There really is no words to explain the love i have for you. I just hope on day, you’ll see just how much you lost. I loved you then, and i love you now.

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