My dearest Timothy,

Hello love. It’s been six months and I’m still hopelessly in love with you. We gave it a good run; our year and four months of dating. Quite honestly, I never saw the breakup coming. I thought for sure we were soulmates.. I still do think that. TJ, I can’t sleep at night. Or be alone for too long, because all I can think about is you. Every day I pray to God that he will give you back. You couldn’t care less about me, I believe. You never answer my texts and you blocked me on Facebook. Have you forgotten how happy we made each other?

So many people ask me what happened between us, and I tell them that you wanted to look at colleges, and didn’t want to get too tied down. When in reality, I think you broke up with me because of me hanging with Yorich, your best friend. I did develop feelings for him, I will be honest. At first, I thought the breakup was needed.. We needed some space for a bit. I never thought that ‘space’ would be like this though. Yorich was never you. First of all, he basically asked me out as soon as you dumped me.

He knew I didn’t have time to grieve.. He’s an asshole. But I was desperate for love and I agreed to date him. I don’t regret the time I’ve spent with him, but I do regret catching feelings for him. At night, you were still the only one for me. I wouldn’t be able to sleep till the wee hours in the morning, because I still loved you. From the moment I found you on Facebook, I fell in love. I’m still in love with you, bubbs. You mean the world to me and I can’t function without you here. You gave me genuine happiness- something I rarely knew before. Thank you for being in my life so long, please come back soon bud :’/