Dear A,

I still remember how we became friends. You were my classmates and you started telling me your jokes and I remembered you got pretty annoyed when I didn’t tell you my name. But as days goes by, we got closer. We became more than just normal friends, we became close friends. I know well almost all the girls in our class find you adorable… well you are. Somewhere along the way, I did develop feelings for you. You called me one night and we started to talk almost everyday then. You sang to me and your voice was like music to my ears. You became my best friend. I was contented cause I knew, you would never like me more than just a best friend.

We hanged out after school. We went to your house, played at the playground. Despite having 2 other friends, we are always together. I love all of those memories i wish it could last longer. As years goes by, we befriend more people and we fought a lot. We both had our own partners and we rarely spend time with each other. We drifted apart.

After graduation, we lost contact. I was scared of how you would think of me if i was to say “hi”. I wonder, what would happened if i did? Yesterday, I met you in the bus and upon alighting at the school bus stop you waited for me. We did a quick catch-up for all the years that we lost. It’s never enough. I miss you, best friend. I wish we were like before. I wish i could still be able to text or talk to you comfortably like before.

Ever since i lost you, I found it difficult to have a guy best friend cause i know, no one can be like you.

Yours truly,

Your long-lost bestie, A.