I just want you to know that you were special… what did we go through? The story was over before it began? I thought you were the one – Who knows, you might still be.. but guess what I’m happily married and while I still hop on and am friends with you on facebook, it’s not fair to message me randomly and see how I am  – the butterflies come back and those feelings do too… the confusion, the guilt – I have an awesome life now with someone who cares – I’m not going to jeopardise it with someone who just randomly messages me AT 4AM, I am in bed with my husband… what did you expect or what we’re you even thinking would happen if I was awake… it’s not fair – don’t do it to me.. I can’t do it anymore…. you’re too confusing.. let me go.

xx