Hey.. I know I’m far from emotional. I know I bottle things up. I know I haven’t been the best communicator when it comes to love. But I really did and still do love you. We were both young & made decades of mistakes. I wish I knew then what I know now. It saddened me that you ignored my text.. That you virtually pretend I didn’t exist and quickly moved on to another person. I miss my friend. Though you don’t seem to care, I do. I feel stupid to. I have every other aspect in my life under control except my feelings for you. Whatever. My heart feels ripped from my chest. Good luck with life my love. I’m so deeply in love with you my friend.
Annoying internal battle