I’m not as mature as others on here, I want to be happier than you, I want to know that the world is fair and that you suffer (at least for a while) for your actions.
You toyed with me, you waited for me to be okay without you (TWICE) and then pulled me back. You were selfish. If you knew you didn’t see a future you shouldn’t of fucking kept me until you met someone else.
I could’ve been happy, we could’ve been friends but you made me chose you and then fucked me over.
For a while I couldn’t even say your name, you were simply referred to as C*NT – a harsh word I know, but for you it felt appropriate.
The moment you told me you’d been dating someone else, I didn’t lose a relationship, but a friend. I felt a betrayal that I never thought I would feel. (I can’t tell you how much I hope that dating this girl fails for you too)
I’m so angry that I want to forgive you, that I want to be friends so that the happy memories can return. Be certain that I NEVER WANT TO GET BACK WITH YOU, but I want to be happy.
But how can I be friends with you, why should I allow you to feel that happiness. I’m making myself suffer here so that you do too.
jnhdfjsdfnadsf – The most frustrating thing is I can’t understand why; you say you love me, that I am your best friend…so why do this. Why didn’t you just leave me alone when I was happy – you say because you missed me and love me but you knew you didn’t want things to last with us – SELFISH DICKHEAD.
I WON’T LET YOU CHANGE ME, I WON’T STOP TRUSTING PEOPLE, I WILL GET OVER THIS AND I WILL BE HAPPY….
BUT FOR NOW…