Remember how we met? It was movie type stuff. You were skinny and sweet. I was reckless and pessimistic. I just knew it wouldn’t work. It was stupid to think it could. We were so young and we didn’t live close. I didnt have a phone. The end was inevitable but you… You were so sweet.. How could I not give you a chance? You came up to me in spite of the mean look I had on and the headphones I had in! You were nice to me. You told me you liked me in front of the entire church. You fed me that nasty chip, lol, but it was fine because i was with you. Your smile made me melt.

I loved that nervous smile, not the fake smile you post up on instagram. You broke my walls down. We just met but it seemed like we were meant to be… Remember all the kids that were like “Y’all should get married” and “Y’all are so cute together” on the first day we met? Lol you remember that kiss in the stairwell? I still get chills thinking about it. Your lips… I had no lipstick on after that. You remember promising me it wouldn’t be the last time? You lied to me. In hindsight, the relationship ended just as fast as it started. We jumped into it but it seemed so right… So perfect… You told me you loved me. Remember that? You said, “I love you Dee! I really do!”

Did you know love is endless? That means if you love someone, they always have a place in your heart. After dating the second time you told me you didn’t love me anymore. You know fucking badly that hurts? ESPECIALLY when I loved you! Through all your bullshit, I was faithful. I was there. You changed. You stopped caring. I tried so hard to forget you. To stop loving you… Why don’t you still love me? I was there for you! Before the tattoos and the thirsty bitches on instagtam, I was there. I know I wasn’t there when your mom passed and I’m sorry! I was trying to get over you! I couldn’t talk to you… I didn’t care before you. I was heartless. I was the quiet girl with the red lipstick, the mean face, and the headphones. Now look what you’ve done.