Hey Prince Charming,
Turns out I wasnt your dream come true after all. Its amazing that this ended just about as fast as it started. We were only seeing each other for a month and yet it felt like a life time. After my last real relationship I wasnt sure if I would ever be comfortable around a guy again, let alone feel anything. But with you, it was different. And because it was different, I wanted to make sure I did things the right way. To get to know each other and to take it slow before getting serious. But it felt as though that wasnt good enough for you. We went from being inseparable and in less then 24 hours you said you didnt feel the same anymore. You made it seem like I meant nothing and you completely disappeared. I then saw you a month later and you pretended to not see me and completely ignored me. I never thought I would fall again and yet I fell for you and faster than I ever had before. The pain was unbearable when you said goodbye and refused to talk things over or give me a second chance. But after all this drama and heartbreak I just have one thing to say to you, Thank You.
Thank you for not giving me a second chance and thank you for showing me that I can still feel. All this made me realize I’m stronger than I thought I was and that I really am able to pick myself right back up. Im grateful that things didnt turn out because I can finally say that I love myself and am comfortable without a man. This is the first semester, from beginning to end since I was 14 years old about to enter High School, that I havent gone into a relationship or ended one. It make seem like a pathetic achievement, but for me it means the world. Not being with you showed me that I deserve better than how you treated me and continue to treat me. Never starting a relationship with you was the smartest thing I could of done. It saved me from more heartbreak. Part of me will always wonder how you are and what youre doing in life. Whether you got your happy ending or not because you really are a good person and you deserve a good life. But you just werent good enough for me and its clear now as to why i was so hesitant to get into a relationship with you.
Youre the best thing I never had.