After all the blame, all the unreciprocated love, unreturned phone calls and text messages, after all the pain and heartaches, still I will always be the first to smile whenever you’re happy and I’ll be the first to cry when you’re heartbroken. I wish I could stay longer and be with you until you’re feeling alright and ready to love but this doesn’t work anymore.

They say you sing together when you are in love… but if you could only look back even just once, you would know that I have been singing all alone. I know I am going to regret letting you let me go for the rest of my life for I know the first time I saw you, that we can be something… we just had the wrong timing.

This relationship taught me a lot on respect, honesty and the value of true loyalty. I hope you have learned too, its never too late to be truly honest and be completely forgiven. You and the other would sleep more soundly at night because you know you have nothing to hide or to feel guilt for. People who love you will forgive you but people which you love are not meant to be destroyed.

I do not know if this is easy for you, but surely not for me… it is unbearable for me to let few people which I love, leave me, you know. I know we did everything we could. I know you tried too. I hope you find what youre looking for in life. Me too… I know we both will.

Thank you for ending the numbness I had

Though painful, I can now feel again

I am happy

– Jos