I don’t know how to start this letter to you.

You told me you were sick and to move on because you felt I deserved more but I don’t want to move on. I care about you.

So sick or healthy I want to spend time with you, closing me out of your life when your reason isn’t lack of caring or either of us doing something to hurt the other isn’t the right thing for either of us.

I wanted to not use words I knew you’d laugh at me for using but genuinely I don’t know another that fits so here goes…

I beseech you to reconsider our relationship.

I want to spend time with you. I tried pushing this idea out of my head but it’s not going away.