First off, I just want to say thank you. Thank you for breaking my heart, showing me what I don’t want in a relationship, showing me to never not pay attention to the signs that show this isn’t right, and lastly thank you for getting with your new girlfriend just months after we broke up. I loved you, everyone knew that, and I don’t think I’ll ever stop. You taught me to live my life without any limits and to just be young and have fun. Sneaking out isn’t always bad (unless you get caught of course) and driving to San Francisco to look at the stars at 1AM isn’t so bad, its called living without regrets. Even though, I was really depressed after we ended things, I knew deep down it wasn’t gonna last. With your sneakiness and wanting to keep your “friend” close to you, I knew we would never have a forever. I went into a deep depression, stopped eating, and would only sleep in your clothes wishing you would text me asking to get back together. After a while, your scent left your clothes and my tears stopped rolling down my cheeks. I realized that this was a blessing and a lesson from God. He brought into my life not to make my life horrible without you but to show me that I don’t need anybody in order to be happy and that I should be the one to make me happy. I am my own happiness. So I thank you for the wonderful time we spent together and best friends and a couple and for being that wonderful lesson from God himself. Thank you, Jan. XOXO